I need French artists

Not like painters, I’m not looking for any of those. I mean like people who sing in French. Preferably, ones that have songs available on spotify, since that’s the thing I use most for music. Which sucks, because Taylor Swift doesn’t have any songs on spotify :///

It’s cool tho, it’s cool. Not upset (meaning I’m quite upset). Anyways, I’ve already got Coeur de Pirate on my spotify, but I feel like I should branch out some more and listen to different artists.

Also I hate being picky, but I am really not into artists with sucky views on equality and anything that can go under that umbrella. But hopefully nobody is listening to them (hopefully). And while we’re at it, if there are any artists who sing in any other language (including English) that are really good and aren’t jerkwads, go ahead and suggest them.

Anyways, I don’t really have much criteria past that. Actually, if you ever find any artist that you think is good, feel free to let me know, I’m always looking for new things to listen to tbh.

(Unrelated, I went to type something the other day and my fingers immediately went into piano playing position rather than computer keyboard position. I guess my piano class is paying off.)

~Coolio out

Writing Essays is So Stressful

I am currently, if you hadn’t guessed, writing an essay. I’m shocked I started so early, actually. Normally I would have started right now, at almost 10:30, and stayed up until midnight. Maybe since I started so much earlier, I’ll get some real sleep tonight. (One can only hope…) Sleep would be really nice right now.

I’m supposed to be looking at myself and writing like a personal essay. I don’t think that’s a very good idea, given that my personality is a mess, and what I can pull out of it is absolutely not anything positive. But if that’s what the teacher wants, I guess that’s what she’ll get. I’ve spent the past hour trying to remember a specific summer from around four and a half years ago. (Was it really that far? Time is so confusing, honestly. It goes by so fast.) I’ve almost finished the essay, but boy, do I need a break. The only thing motivating me at this point is the promise of Starbucks tomorrow morning, which isn’t normal for me. (It’s quite weird, though. I actually had some on Sunday. Two Starbucks in the same week is especially rare for me.) I’m just having a lot of trouble staying on topic in my essay, so I guess I needed a little splurge on this kind of rambling. (Ugh I sound like a wine mom, saying splurge. Couldn’t think of any other words, though.) I’ve gotten almost 250 words in the past ten minutes. It’s taken me the past hour to get that essay. (520 words at the moment, which is more than I thought it was. Actually, I’m really close to my word cut-off. Weird. Writing is hard, man.) I need to focus a little more, then, so I’ll finish this essay and then do some French. (Listening to some Coeur de Pirate right now actually. To get myself in a French-speaking mood, of course.)

Then I guess I’ll just ~Coolio out for now

some things i didnt say

To the very pretty cashier who smiled at me on Sunday, your eyeliner looked great. Also sorry we looked rushed, I had to go somewhere and we’d spent too long in the store, you weren’t doing anything wrong.

To the girl I ran into in the hallway, I apologize for apologizing in French, because going off of the dirty look you gave me, you don’t speak French and didn’t hear any apology from me.

To the girl who’s foot I stepped on today, I’m really sorry, I don’t think I apologized enough after that. I saw you were wearing sandals, so it had to have hurt more than you let on. Also I’m sorry for putting my hand on your shoulder when apologizing, it was part reflex, part me steadying myself.

To the waiter who called me buddy when taking my order, thank you, but you should have left it at that.

There’s probably more I meant to say but didn’t, but I can’t remember them. I just felt really bad for not complimenting the cashier, really. I just remembered the last few and thought, sure why not.

~Coolio out, I guess

I Disappeared, Didn’t I…

Oh man, I can’t believe my blog wasn’t deleted due to inactivity or something. So, I had the app downloaded a while ago (just under a year, I guess), but I figured that since I never did anything and the app was taking space I needed for important things (Sims, Spotify, and Kim K: Hollywood are very important), I might as well delete it. Well, I went back on my browser on my phone a few months ago after remembering it, but I forgot my login (whoops). I kind of gave up at that point :/ But wouldn’t you know it, while trying to do French homework, which just happened to be a blog response (not done writing that, also whoops), I realized I was still logged in on my laptop. (Also kind of shocked I wasn’t timed out or anything. Weird.)

Anyways, yes, I am still alive. I made it through Physics with a B (yeah, a b for barely am i right), and my other classes weren’t too bad either (meaning the others I made A’s in). My entire summer, I basically either sat in bed or on the couch, always doing something on my phone. I started watching Steven Universe (an adorable, body-positive show on Cartoon Network, very good, I highly recommend it!!) and I’m extremely invested in what’s supposed to be a children’s show. Who cares about that though, right? I’m also all caught up on Adventure Time (also on CN) and Gravity Falls (on DisneyXD I believe). And CN started a new show called We Bare Bears that’s pretty cute too. It has cute animation, and lots of representation, which is a very refreshing change. Really tired of live-action TV (is that what it’s called? I don’t things that aren’t animated, is what I’m saying). Very ashamed to admit that I have started and finished quite a few anime (god I’m such a weeb -_-). I have nothing to defend myself with here, I’m really just a weeb who has zero self-control.

My personal life? Well, we got a dog recently. She hasn’t grown out of the play-biting phase, so I’ve got bruises up my left arm. She’s cute though, so I guess it’s all right. I’m gonna go ahead and say that she’s probably the most interesting thing that’s happened since I left off less than a year ago.

Wow, already at almost four hundred words. Why can’t I write this much in French??? Speaking of, I have things to finish, and it’s almost 11:30 P.M., which is bad news for the one who needs to be up before 6:00 tomorrow. This is pretty much how my sleep schedule’s been for the last week, actually. I’m not excited for a year of 6 hours of sleep a night. Well, I’m gonna go figure out how to respond to that blog post without signing out of this blog. (I don’t need my french class having access to this, good god that’d be terrible)

How’d I end these before? ~Coolio (??? I think this was how I did it idk really)